Laying in the pocket of a wave

I never quite expected the transition from teens to the 20s to be this big but it has been pretty monumental so far.

I will try another day to recap the changes but right now I want to write about right now.

I came home from a night out feeling rather down abt having this skin infection. I can't drink. Itchy but can't scratch. Can't wear alot of my wardrobe. Can't really pay attention to boys. I can't eat prawns. I can't save much. I can't swim n therefore exercise. I'm hesitant to look for work. Hesitant to dance. Hesitant to stand in the light. Hesitant abt photographs.